not what I expected...

Today is another one of those days. Those days when I realised that many people in my life wouldn't choose me if they were forced. You know what I mean? If they had to choose between me and someone else, it would almost always be someone else. That's difficult to swallow. Especially when this time last year that would probably have been a very different story. Maybe my wise mother is right, and I should take a leaf out of Rachel Berry's book - become the bitchy, entitled, stuck-up bitch I am inside, because I know I'm actually better than everyone else. But it feels nice to have semi-friends most of the time... Who knows. xxk